by
Mima Kurjakova
Belgrade,
Serbia
I.
They
tried to explain to me
You have no father
You have no education
You have no money
You have no lover
They
tried to explain to me
The bus is full
Your hair is dirty
I
thought of murder
But I can't face
Crime
Or punishment
Or testifying
For
me it is enough
To know nothing
And
it cannot help
To pray for
those
Good or bad
Or insane people
So I move like graphite
Or granite
Like stone
In the saddle
Of a golden-hoofed
Stallion
My
hands held
Behind my back
Without
spurs
Knowing nothing
II.
Did
we know
what we shared
what we had
and what we hoped ?
Did
we know
what we shared
while we were wondering
what there was to share ?
And
what in the end
did we have ?
A
bird in a box
Horns on a plate
A loaf wrapped in a belt
An aggressive smile
Did
we cheat each other ?
Did we share and share alike ?
And
what do we have now ?
Just
the road.
[I repeat
to myself:
� The Road � ]
And
a bet [or
a race]
with the sun
I pick up the sword
and I run
To
a dead end
where the road
falls away
into space
III.
Only
the sun understands
kissing without touching
Only the sun can kiss the world
like an infinitely-armed octopus
up Shit Creek
He
and I keep playing
hide-and-seek
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